I almost told Arie. I was so close. He wouldn’t leave me the fuck alone, he kept asking if I was okay. Yeah, I’m fine. (and as a side note, I do appreciate that he does try. It really is nice. fuck you Amber.) But I almost told him about… Last friday. I almost told him how I made her cry. He probably would have laughed, or turned it into a joke. I’m glad I didn’t. Just… yeah.